Scared

The excitement
is making my insides rumble.
Wanting to share
my thoughts  skipping
                               in my head.
What should I say?
How should I tell it?
What will they think?
My forehead sweats    and
        my fingers tremble.
I try to breathe
in and out        Rapidly
my hearts beats in rhythm
My stiffening throat hurts
       while choking 
         on my words
that I decide no to tell.