Guilty

I'm not good at a lot of things, but there is one thing that I am very good at.  That is feeling guilty.  I can feel responsible for almost anything.  I've never murdered anybody, but there have been times when I wished I could get someone to disappear, just to get them out of my life.  I'm not responsible for the Viet Nam war, but I feel guilty that I wasn't more sensitive to the soldiers who had returned home.

I've tried to turn my life around and I'm doing better.  I need to do more where the church is concerned.  I also need to be more friendly and helpful.  I need to focus on myself less.  When I try to be nice, it seems like I am doing it for the good feeling I get.  There I go, thinking about myself again.